today im in the moody mode. haha was already like that last night. and people had to make it worse today.

Nageb arrowed me today! and it's nthg to do with answering the qns he asked.. haha it's the "personal attack" type. i was actually fine with him saying stuff la. i mean, im definitely someone who can take jokes ( i believe so..) but i had to keep a straight face so that people didnt know he was talking bout me! maybe i looked like i was unhappy.. so after a very long while of observation, he brought the matter up again and apologised to "the girl". and during break, he came over to me and told me he was kidding. the many "sequels" to this joke made me felt really uneasy la. haiyah. but SERIOUSLY, i wasnt angry la.

then saw someone i really didnt wanna see. it's been sometime and this person has long been out of my mind. it was really unexpected today. and the "i-didnt-see-you" pretence was too much for me to bear. sighs.

then. bout sthg else.. i realised that it's very difficult to have a two-way relationship.. for friendships, relationships etc. as in, there will always be one party who gives more.. it's kinda sad sometimes.. that you have given alot, and yet your effort doesnt seem appreciated.. i think i've said this before and i met with a similar incident again today. and sad to say, it was the same person. then again, there are definitely people whom i've neglected and taken for granted as well.. sighs~

and the dragon boat tragedy.. Nageb mentioned bout the boy who was our Yr2 student, today.. it's really saddening.. there are so many things that are not within our control.. and it's so unexpected.. we've really gotta cherish the people around us.. sighs. and everybody, pls take good care of yourselves!!

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unexpectedly met lucasss downstairs just now. haha we did some catching up while he waited for his gf! it's nice that we can always pick up from where we left off. i love old friends! (: